I lie here thinking..
whats going to happen next..
after I stop bleeding..will
someone find my body?..
will anyone even bother to look?
will I rot here in this same spot..
there is no heaven or hell..
so I die without a place for my soul to go..
and I die without a cause...
I know its a selfish act..but its to late now..
I left notes to explain why I did this...
I feel the life being sucked out of me..
as each second goes on by..
everythings beginining to look dark..
as I take in my last breathe...
I know this is what I wanted..
or was it..?
Who just won the emo-off? That's right... I did.